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Indeed they weren't. This is not an easy subject to broach, and circumstances only made it worse. I...imagine the emotional level might not have been as high, had this conversation occurred sooner. But given this world's penchant for magical tricks, nothing can be so simple.

[He gives Tarrlok's hand a gentle, reassuring squeeze.]

I do understand, possibly more than most. But once you are able to move forward, you will find it easier to let others in. Of course...that result is from a single sample size of myself, but I like to think it counts. [He smiles a little. An attempt to lighten the mood.] But I do want you to know that I definitely do not hate you. Quite the opposite, really...

...Admittedly, I am wondering if I would've actually managed to say anything about it before you heard it from someone else. So... I suppose some good came out of this after all.

[even if it still sucked!!]

...but... thank you for staying with me. More than anything, I wouldn't want you to hate me. I...

[...]

...well, if we're still being honest here, I've never felt so comfortable with anyone else before. I was wondering if it was just the moons, but the more I think about it, the more I feel that way even between cycles.

I... I wanted to confront you about it, many times. You hadn't been acting yourself for quite some time, and it worried me greatly. I suppose I too was apprehensive about damaging our relationship if I pushed too hard. [Someone get these two a manual on friendship.] But I am glad that we had this conversation, even if it was difficult. I feel as though we have made quite a step forward.

[Hearing Tarrlok say that about him, though... Well, it makes him feel very warm. And not just from the Chroma intake. He brings his other hand forward to clasp around Tarrlok's.]

Likewise, I thank you from the bottom of my heart for allowing me the chance to be here, after all that happened. I am glad to have provided a comfortable space for you, and I will happily continue to do so. I suppose my persistence may have made it obvious at this point, but...I am very fond of you.

...I was hoping it wouldn't be that obvious, but I guess I'm not as in control of things as I hoped I'd be. I don't think you would've harmed our friendship, but I definitely would've tried to pretend everything was fine.

[ah... gosh, Colress's hands feel so nice... 'fond' almost seems a little bit of an understatement, but he's not sure if he wants to just. You know. Say that yet. He has a lot of shit to sort out before he starts throwing around things that heavy, doesn't he?]

...I'm... very fond of you, too. I'm so glad I got to meet you here, and I'm glad that you put up with me.

[......................................despite trying to hold back a bit, he. he does kind of. want to. um.]

...

Would you mind staying here with me a while longer?

The sentiment is entirely mutual.

[Colress didn't realize how happy he'd be to have Tarrlok agreeing with him on this matter, but the way his heart flutters a little in his chest is a good enough signal as any. It's an entirely foreign sensation, but he thinks he can deduce what it means. Yes...perhaps "fond" is something of an understatement.

He lets out a gentle little laugh, and shakes his head with a warm smile.]

I wouldn't mind at all. In fact, I would like that very much.

[...ah, and he actually smiles for real this time, because it's hard not to looking at Colress smiling and laughing like that... he's so cute. Maybe... things will turn out alright, actually.]

I'm glad to hear that. I... kind of need you right now, I think.

[Tarrlok's smile only makes Colress' grow wider. What a truly uplifting conclusion to this nightmare of a day.

He gives the other's hand a little pat.]

I will happily stay for as long as you need me to.

I'm glad. I'll see if I can get it together to make us dinner, too.

...

Don't tell me not to, stress cooking is absolutely helpful.

I won't argue with you on this [because Tarrlok's cooking is the best] but the goal is to minimize your stress...!

Ah, but it does. It's been helping me stay reasonably, well, together. Comparatively. I think.

...

It's not an extra stressor, is what I'm saying.

Oh! In that case, forget that I said anything. The phrasing just had me concerned, is all.

[Colress tends to filter his stress into a different source, if it wasn't obvious.]

I probably should’ve made it a bit clearer, sorry. Do you like spicy food, actually? I’ve been in the mood for some curry, but I can stick to the mild kinds if you don’t.

[this is in no way related to certain video games making anyone really hungry for some fucking curry.]

Curry sounds delightful! By all means, bring on the spice. I would like to have it as you do.

[Will he regret this later? Maybe. He's never actually tested his heat tolerance that closely. What's the worst that can happen?]

Excellent. I'll go ahead and see if I can get it how I like it, then.

[In fairness, he's not really Fire Nation levels of spice fan, but he still likes his spices.

So he'll hit his spice rack, get the ingredients ready, and get to work!]

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